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发表于 2006-6-24 16:22:46
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I grow up in the happiness family, I have a brother, I was protected to my parent and brother in my childhood, so I have not the hardest time in my childhood, In university, I was diligently, so I have not the hardest time, I think my the hardest time is my work time, in the other word, it is now, I feel that it is my hardest time now because of enterprise culture, I am a teacher in the college, the management is very closing, in the same bureaucracy is very pop in the college, it is not learning culture at all in here, obtaining teachers and students, I do my best to adapt the college, but I feel that it is difficult to adapt the college, I think that I must adapt the culture, in the other hand, the college locate in the countryside, and the management is very closing, I do not touch the society at all, after long time, I will become clumsy, the result I will be abandon by society, I want to touch the society now because I am younger, I have not ability to touch society when I am older. So the present work is not the work of my dream, the work of my dream is in the society. I feel that the present life do not adapt me. So I want change the present life, but I don’t know to true or wrong when I make the decided, so it is difficult between stay or leave. In the same I have not money, I want to marry with my girl friend, but I can not because I have not house.
So I think that the present is my the hardest time, I feel to helpless, the emotion never have before in my brain, now I face to work and marriage, my press is very heavy. I hope that I quickly change my life. |
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